It's been a long time since I've updated this lil space. Been very busy with school work. I dont know why but I do find a lot of joy in being busy and focused. It gives me a sense of achievement.

Will all the Single Ladies please stand up?

I've never really been single because all my past relationships are kinda long and boy am I proud to say that I've been single for almost 8 months now. Most of my friends can see myself being single for a year and more if i really want to and I agree. I don't need a guy in my life. I have my friends, I have my goals and family. But I am not saying that I'm closing my doors. If it happens it happens.

Anyways my point of blogging is to vent my frustrations about being Single. Yes, being single has it ups and downs too. Beside feeling envious of couples who can snuggle up with one another and all, there's a nagging dilemma. What is the line to draw between being nice and leading them on? And at the end of the day, I am sick of losing what I think are friendships. It hurt me really bad before and I dont want history to repeat itself.

Scenario: A treats you very well. And to the girl, he's like such a nice person and friend. She absolutely loves the friendship. But of course, everyone knows that guys dont treat girls well for nothing ( this is what my friends constantly remind me ) and when he decides to pop the big questions, " DO YOU LIKE ME TOO? ", everything will start falling down. Then the friendship seem fake. He isnt as nice as you thought he'll be. In a way you lose a friend.

Sad but true.

Should I protect myself by avoiding the situation?

But if so, how would I know who's the one.

If we dare to fall in love, we must dare to feel a broken heart.

If we dare to hope, we must be prepared to feel disappointed.

And I dont dare.