I need to constantly remind myself that no one would be there for me forever. I've come to a point in my life where i know guys just come and go. They whisper sweet nothings and say stuff which they do to all girls in the beginning stage. Their games and methods are suddenly all too familiar. I wont hunger for their attention. I wont even try to take the initiative because if I truly matter, I believe I'll be worth their determination. I dont really care if at the end of the day, i might die all alone as an old woman because truly, men are just not made to be together with women. And the day I can ever truly let someone in is when I've let God take control of my entire life. If God is the foundation and the purpose of my existence, I would be assured that no man/lover could ever disappoint or crush me.

Like what we sang in session today, greater things have yet to come, greater things are still to be done in this city. What line are you willing to cross?